Saturday 4 January 2014

Sheet Ki Bochaar


Barkha aaj tu fir naye rup main ayi, sulagti grisham se rahat nai thithurti sheet main nai kampan layi.

Pehle ki he bhanti to har daal or paat par hai chai.

Tyag dekh tu kudarat ke in apne sathiyo ka ki kampti halat main bhi teri bundo ko hai sambhalte.

Daaw par luga astitv apnaa tere astitv ki raksha karte.

Yu to rup tera hai nirala par le ati hai tabahi bhi, bhuli tu kese gharo main he nai tere prakop ka nishana hai sadko par bikhre bhai bhi.

Sheet ki sard hawa sang tera aana, sabse pehle garib ne tere rudr rup ko jaana.

Yu to swagat karti main bhi tera har dam, par is ritu tera darshan paane ki abhilasha hai kam.

Anng to hai tu bhi kudrat ka fir bhala kese besaharo par tune nishana hai taana.

Naraaz naa ho par tu grishm main aana jab khuli baho se swagat karega tera ye sara zamaana

 

Manisha Dawar

Wednesday 21 August 2013

Fear of loosing the loved one

Soona sa ye dil purani batein gun guna raha hai..
na jane kyu? ,tu door jaa raha hai...
mann karta hai tham lu har wo lamha,..par kya karu lagta hai sab dhundlaata ja raha hai..
samett k rakh lu unn sab yadoon ko,.par jitna kus k pakdu sab rait ki tarah fisalta ja raha hai..
janey kyu tu ab durr ja raha hai.

 kash samjh pata tu meri kashmokash ko..
na lagta yu ki tujhse mera sath chhut- ta jaa raha hai..
na rahu har pal sath to kya
tu he to hai jo dil kisi bhi jhoke muskurata ja raha hai.
fir bhi kyu lagta hai ki tu durr ja raha hai..

 sach he to hai yadein wo, jinko aaj dil gunguna raha hai..
uljhi hu fir kyu unn sawalo se ki tu kyu mujhko bhulaata jaa raha hai..
khushi rahe har lamha sath tere..ye dua dete..dil fir muskura raha hai..
par sach to ye he hai ki shayad tu durr..bahut durr chaley ja raha hai..

salamat rahengi yaadein teri..batein wo mulakatein teri..yaadein he to hai jo hai meri..ab nahi ghabraungi main...sath rahengi yaadein saye ki tarah..chaley ja chahe..jaha tu jaa raha hai..

Sunday 4 August 2013

dosti badi he hassen hai


Pehli he nazar main hua tha asar, is kadar aayenge karib na thi khabar.
Kal tak tu lugta tha anjaan, aaj lugta hai apni he parchai ke samaan.

Ankahein mere shabdo ko samjha tuney, is kadar tu meri zindagi main samaya, nishtha thi wo tere niswarth saath ki, ki tu mera dost kehlaya. Tera ye beintahan pyar suroor bann meri zindagi pe chaaya
Kabhi na dikhi tujhko mujh main kami, padh leta hai meri hasi ke pichey chupi ankhon ki nami. Ichao pe meri teri khawishey thami, dekhne ko mujhe muskurata, tu ik kar deta hai aasman or zameen.
Ankhein jo meri dekhain sapna adhura, himat de kar mujhe tu karta hai unko pura.

Kathinayio main agar kabhi main ghabrati, akela mehsus kar jo kabhi ladkhadati, thaam leta hai tu mera hath bann padta hai mere jeewan ka sathi.
Tere sang bitaya har pal lugta hai mujhko mela, mere har jazbaat ko hai tune Namrata se jhela. Tujh sang sundar lugti hai zindagi ki har bela.

Gum main bhi tu mujhe muskurana sikhata, apni zindagi main meri mehtwata batata, deta mera har kadam par saath or iska kabhi ehsaan na jatata, ladta kabhi to kabhi mujhko manata, chedta kabhi to kabhi mujhko satata, par har dagar mera sath nibhata tabhi to humari dosti ka ye rishta itna khubsurat kehlata.

Friday 2 August 2013

Happy Birthday Papa


Kuch or na Hoon main, Bas hoon teri chaaya.. Jeevan Diya tune or maa ne ye Kaaya..Aadhaar tera mere kan kan main hai Samayaa.
Jhalak na milti teri ki tu chala gaya kai durr.. intehan ki ghadiya jeeney ko main hoon majbur.

Paas nai tu, par tanha na khud ko pau..  Sath chalta bankey aashirwaad chahey main jaha bhi jau.
Maa main he pau abb chavi teri.. Koshish karti hai wo bharpur ki naa khaley kami teri.

Gila karu kya kisi se ki waqt he bann chala hai beri.
Bachpan ki kuch yaad hai baatein.. Ankhon main chalakti hai teri kuch dhundali si yaadein.

Dil jab bharta hai teri judai ki aahein..aksar sawaloo main guzarti hai raatein.
Dil or Dimaag aapas main hai takratey, kabhi tujhko mere paas to kabhi mujhe tanha hai batatey.

Bayan karu or kya, teri yaadon ko mera naman hai.. Zinda Rahogey mere shabdo main humesha, ki ye shabd he to mera karam hai..

Love You PAPA

Tuesday 30 July 2013

Karam


Maano Agar purano ko, tujhse pehle ye dharti par aayein, tere attit ka bahi khaata ban tujhko ye apney sang kheench kar laye.
Sang chalet ye tere har dum, reh jayenge bas yahi dharti par, jab tu chorr dega dum.
Karam tera karta kabhi tujhko hairan to kabhi karta tujhko saavdhan.
Soch hai tere jeewan ka teer, or karam iska kamaan.

Soch le karam karne se pehle pyarey, baad main to reh jayega keval parinaam ke saharey.
Hat Karni se pehle sacha mann tujhko karta isharey, fir kyu chalta tu is chalak dimaag ke saharey.

Swarthi hai dimaag ye tera, chaal chalta rehta har dum, jeet par tujhko dega khushi to haar par tujhko dega ghum.
Mann to tera smajhta ik hee vaani, pyar baant duniya main sari, bas isi ka naam zindagani. Jodega tujhko ye kai dilo se, zindagi se tere judengi kai sundar kahani.
Dil or dimaag jab aapas main karte mann maani, murakh sa he bann jata hai wo badaa gyani.

Aese main insaan kis or chaley, dubti naiya ko kese chorr miley.
Guzre jab tu iss daur se , ghatna ko samajh samney waley ki aur se. Mitega andhera duvidha ka, milega tu faesley ki bhor se.

Yaad rakh; karega jo tu, wo laut kar wapis tujh pe aayega, phunk phunk key rakhna kadam nahi to karam par apney tu khud pachtayega.
Sambhal le tu aaj apni soch ko, warna aesa girega ki fir kabhi sambhal na payega. Waqt jo chala gaya abhi, fir laut kar na aayega.

Karta jaa tu aese karam, ki teri har chaal ban jaye dharam, tujh tak aye har ik prani, jiske mann main kabhi aaye koi bharam.

Saturday 20 July 2013

chunoti waqt ki


माना मिटटी की थी इमारत , पर भावनाओ से करी थी उसकी इबादत. नीर तेरे प्रकोप से आज वो डह गई।

छीन लिया तूने उनका बसेरा, अनायास ही बिखेरा उनके जीवन मैं अँधेरा, निश्चय उनका देगा चुनॊती तुझे, फिर ले आयेंगे वो उज्जवल सवेरा।

उस आशियाने मैं बिताये थे उन्होने कई पल, सुहाने थे कई, और कुछ थे मुश्किलों भरे, शामिल होता था परिवार सारा निकालने को हल।

बहा चला तू उन जिंदगियो को, लाशो से भर गया है जल।

रूकती कहा है ज़िन्दगी, रफ़्तार धीमी हो जाये चाहे, अपना लेगी इन परिस्थितियों को, नए रूप में जाएगी ढल।

तमाशबीन है ये दुनिया तुम्हे मनोरंजन का बना देंगे सोत्र, मतलबी ये नेता सारे मदद करने से पहले पूछेंगे तुम्हारा गोत्र।

फसना तुम इनके जाल मैं, तुम हैवान बनना, कठिन दिखे ये राह जितनी तुम इक मज़बूत इंसान बनना।

खोया है कईयों ने बचपन तो कई खो के साथी जीवन का, अकेले चढ़ रहे है उम्र की सीढ़ी पचपन।

खोये हुए अपनों की यादों मैं डूब तुम कुछ पाओगे, जब जब लौटोगे तुम उस समय में, बेबसी के हाथो वक़्त तुमको हराएगा. खो दोगे फिर तुम चैन आज का , इक लम्हा भी तुमसे जाएगा।

डूब गए कई खून के रिश्ते, भावनाओ के इस अत्याचार से कांपे है फ़रिशते।

सहानुभूति के सहारे जियोगे कब तक, आंसुओ के आगे हमेशा खुद को कमजोर पाओगे, मुस्कुराने को कहती तुम्हे, पर हिम्मत जुटा, आत्म विश्वास बना तुम्हारा लड़ के जीने का वादा ही तुम्हें नयी ज़िन्दगी दिलाएगा।

Monday 15 July 2013

What is LOVE?


I thought it was just an emotion, life without it seems to lack motion, I thought it’s a part of our daily action, but I am forced to define it after your reaction.
Is it a state of mind and heart of the one who express; or state of mind of the person at receiving end that causes stress? Its conflicts of thought process of two different humans that create mess. My mind was clear and so was heart, then what was it that put us apart.
Your unconditional care for persons strange widened my horizon of giving care, it defined loves new range.

I expressed that love with intentions pure, the way you acknowledge others difficulty and help them cure. They meant only healing, and not emotions dealing.
We talk of modern outlook and our thinking is so narrow, the moment we think of emotions that big flying bird becomes a sparrow.
I just acknowledged your care; it was only fare, than how did my reactions become your night mare. Universe works on law of attraction and elderly always say, you reap what you sow; if I returned you back the care, what was there to throw?

Your fears were in built, you made me feel the guilt, I am just a human who got addicted to care, because it’s difficult to find humans with pure heart and you were one of the rare.

I didn’t lay any expectations; you created your own imaginations. I took moments of friendship as Gods lovely creation.

Yes I became a little greedy, and acted as a needy, but who do I blame; destiny or my thought, I had my own fear because life is so short. Time is on purchase and you select moments that you want to live, our choices our self-bought.

It’s our expectations from our decisions that make us act, and the scare of failures that make us react.

Being listened and acknowledged is all any human wants, we all our built of emotions, they come without any notions. Handling them is an art I am yet to learn, I mix them all and leave them to churn.

Sometimes it’s the miss understandings with your dear ones that build up new understandings of self, You get to know what all life has to offer you and what you choose to decorate on your shelf.

Love is not only what any girl and boy share; it also is a form of respect and care.
Like a sibling loves other, a kid is loved by mother, I LOVE you my friend of life you are just not a person another.

I want to share it all with you, all my happiness and sorrows first, beauty of nature and life’s dust. And to develop a new understanding, miss understandings are must :p

You were right when you said things change and are never the same, but I was equally right when I said, it’s in our hand they can be changed to worst from present or more beautiful from today.

I might not always be sensible enough and not always act mature; there is a kid in me that wake up some odd day and seeks attention galore but all I would say is that my intentions are pure.
You are the one with whom I would want to share my latest crush, or say; oops I was so hungry, I had my breakfast before I brush. You got to be my best man on my marriage; you have no choice all my wishes are by default on your carriage.

These moments of stupidity were like walking bare foot under the sun for miles, no stress any more I only wants smiles.
Manisha Dawar