Friday 21 December 2012

if tomorrow never comes


As I hear people talking around, is this the last day? Then what do I have? Memories Profound…

Am I living these moments left? Or carrying the baggage of Past, Do I even have time to think? Its running so fast.

Mom did I Say how much I love you, Oh my dear how did I miss to hug you.
You my friend are so dear, did I not tell you because of fear.

No one takes anything along, but what have I Given? Hope my deeds were not always selfishly driven..
Time that I wasted getting angry from you; I wish I was patient, would have smiled with you.

O-Lord!! Did I thank you enough for what I got in life, or did I keep cribbing, as if my life was on edge of a knife.

When I look into my heart, I find a wish list so long, they were small little things, what was I waiting for? I was so wrong.
Misunderstandings that we had and kept stuck like a glue, it was a mere game of ego, that kept playing between me and you.

You have asked for it or not, I have already forgiven you,
Forgiveness Is what I ask from all whom I hurt, sometimes knowingly sometimes I never even had a clue.

There is so much to write, I can never get thru,
If I get to live tomorrow, it would be a new Me for a ‘YOU’.. J

© Manisha Dawar

Thursday 13 December 2012

Jee Loon Zaraa


Naino Se jab Barsa saawan to yaad aya, kya maine hai khoya or kya paaya,
Doob he rahi thi jab is varsha main, tab achanak tera khayal aaya, jab mann ki ankhein kholi to tujhko sath he paaya.
Bhula k pichli kahani dil ne gun gunaya, bahut hua, bas ab main jee loon zaraa.

Jee loon unn sapno ko jinko ankho main hoon sanjoti, khayalo ke resham dhagey main piroti.
Jee loon in lamho ko ki tu mere sath hai, hath tham k kehta hai tu, main hoon na, darne ki kya baat hai.

Haan sach hai ye ki tu ab tak mere khayalo main hai, khuda se maanga hai tujhe, Gawah hai wo, ki hur dum tu mere sawalon main hai.
Jigyasa hain mann main ki tu kab aayega, par tab tak is intezar ko jee loon, bhavnao k is pyale ko pee loon.

Tujh sang to humesha chalega pyar ka mausam, par tab tak is kudarat k nazare ko jee loon.
Sardi ka akelapan, to garmi main chao ki talash, rim  jhim barish main akele he bheeg loon,

Jab aayega tu, to sath main bantengey, par tab tak, dukh k patt-jhud or sukh k basant ko akele he Jee Loon.

Tere intezaar main tujh sang sath rehna seeekh loon.

© Manisha Dawar